Each day that I’m pregnant becomes a little bit more challenging.
I don’t love being asked how much longer I have. Especially after doing this 3x now, lol. I know people mean well and are just curious, but the fact that he isn’t here stings a little more each day with how large I am.
I’m going to be vulnerable for a minute, ok?
Today I wrote this prayer as the Lord’s Day is here and I will be meeting with others.
“Lord grant me a kind spirit today.
Today will be hard. I will be asked over and over again. I will be tempted to snap and say something rude.
So I need strength today, Lord.
I need peace.
Help me to show genuine love and kindness to those who ask. And help me not to victimize myself.
Lord, I know you haven’t allowed him to come for a reason. Give me peace knowing your plan is better than mine.
Thank you for today.
Thank you for my sweet babies you’ve blessed me with.
And thank you for your son you willingly gave to die, just for me and mine.
I love you Lord.
I worship you and all that you are.
Today WILL BE a good day.🙏🏻”
Amen.
Have a blessed Sunday all.
Hoping that today was a good day, and not too many people asked! You are doing great and hoping that soon you’ll be holding that sweet boy in your arms.